February 2012
Anonymous asked: we still send you asks because your secrets are what make you, you. and you, are beautiful. i know its cliche and you probably don't believe me, but you are. look at all the people that care about you. i've sent you multiple anonymous messages and you're so supportive and lovely in every one of them. you'll never know how much you've helped me. when i see you've...
fuckinphoenix asked: dont worry it will stop ive had some just as bad some worse and sadly they all always stop or stopped
Anonymous asked: somebody i used to know, dont do your bridge plan, i think i know where you mean, i'll be there x
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Anonymous asked: Why do you cut yourself?
Anonymous asked: How many followers do you have?
Anonymous asked: how long will it take for me to lose weight if im not eating anything just drinking water? xx
I can’t get over how many asks I’m getting /: thankyou everybody. I didn’t mean for my blog to get this many followers. I was aiming for 5 /: it was a personal. And I find it strange that even though you’ve all seen some of my deepest secrets your still sending me asks.? It baffles my mind. So thankyou. Honestly thankyou xxx
idreamtoinfinity asked: the picture I saw made me sad. I wish you wouldnt hurt yourself :( if you ever need to talk about anything, leave me an ask darling, im here for you. <3
fuckinphoenix asked: please dont do it i do care and obviously others do to
stolenexhalations asked: This is random and slightly pointless: but my name is lauren too! Haha haiiii.
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I have decided I'm going to fall backwards off the...
I know it will kill me instantly as I have been told. I’m going to smoke a spliff on the walk there. Then sit on the bridge and smoke a cig. Just to see if anyone notices, if anybody can tell I’m not okay. I’m going to be wearing short sleeves and I’m going to have the scars on my legs on show. And I’m going to see what the reaction is. Then I’m going to jump,...
Anonymous asked: please keep on going it will get better i promise. you're stunning, really and you have such a good soul. please stay, what if i need someone to talk to who really understands? you dont know this but you and your blog have helped me so much, just by being you. you mightnt think it right now, but there are people on this planet that will adore you. that DO adore you. i am one of them. i come...
bemystrength asked: I just read your post =/ and I'm always here if you need to talk. I'm not just saying that so that people will think I'm a good person, I actually care. Seeing people go through shit kills me cuz all I wanna do is make it better. So please, talk to me.
femalecutter asked: I miss you. I need to see you Lauren.
Anonymous asked: You do know me x
Anonymous asked: please keep trying. don't give up. life is a battle for everyone, but i care about you, and i won't let you lose it.
Anonymous asked: I'm somebody who cares, but you dont know that x
Thankyou to the replies to my post.
It means a lot to me. And the asks that I received. I am sorry to let you all down. I can’t keep on going. You are all amazing. The very fact that you follow my blog shows you each have secrets and struggles. And I hate to think any of you are remotely close to feeling how I do. Anyway. I just wanted to say thankyou. To all my followers. And wish you all the best of luck. Please stay strong.
Anonymous asked: please please please please don't kill yourself. i've been following you for a good while now and if you did it, i'd be heartbroken. you're 17. you have a whole life ahead of you, even if its not so good right now, it will get better. i promise. even if it feels like there's no hope, it will get better. please just stay alive, keep holding on. please.
Anonymous asked: I know your not okay...x
sirenssoliloquy asked: Please don't kill yourself. Please. I know you feel like this is it, that this is the end. But it's not. Today might suck, but tomorrow will be better. So many people will miss you if you're gone. Trust me. Just please don't do it. I've been self harming for a while, so I know where you're coming from, and trust me, it really does get better. I care about you, please...
Stomach: fat
Legs: fat
Arms: fat
Face: fat
Reflection: fat
Me: fat
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So I walked to the bridge. Sat on the side for half an hour. Then climbed off and walked to work. Did two shifts. Came home and am now sat in bed wishing I had the guts to go through with it. Nobody, and I mean nobody, knows I’m not okay anymore. Everybody thinks I’m better than ever. When really I’m at my lowest. I can’t leave the house in the morning. I can’t sleep...
There is no way out. Today is the day.
Anonymous asked: i absolutely adore your blog and relate to so much, its comforting to know im not the only one who feels like this, and i know this is just some anon, but i think you're amazing, stay strong <3
Locked out of my flat…fun times haha
I just froze on the phone to Matt. I don’t know I just couldn’t talk. And I didn’t reply and now I have made up some story about dropping my phone out the window and it landing in a plant pot.
In London for the day. With no filtays. Bad times.